IA_Initiate
INITIATE
John Darryl Winston
Copyright © 2013 by John Darryl Winston
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Winston, John Darryl
IA: Initiate/John Darryl Winston. — 1st ed.
p. cm. — (IA series; bk. 1)
Summary: Thirteen-year-old Naz Andersen’s journey of self-discovery is catalyzed by his struggle to evade members of a notorious street gang which leads to discoveries about his supernatural abilities.
[1. Illusion — Fiction. 2. Urban blight — Fiction. 3. Gang violence — Fiction. 4. Domestic Abuse — Fiction. 5. Bullying — Fiction. 6. Supernatural abilities — Fiction. 7. Science fiction.]
I. Title.
Printed in the U.S.A.
First edition, February 2014
The text type was set in Adobe Garamond Pro.
Book design by Video Explainers, Deon Mixon Jr., Jones Heraux, and Bobbi-Lee Hunt
For my daughter, Marquette Winston, the real Meridian and my son, John Darryl Winston II—the greatest musical artist the world has never known. He will find his way … back.
Acknowledgments
A SPECIAL THANK-YOU to my father, Johnnie Winston and the rest of my family for their love, support, and forbearance throughout this long process and who have always encouraged me in everything I do.
My agent and publisher, Dominique Wilson—we are the corporation and my sister and editor… Valerie Winston. She hates those three dots.
Montae Crawford, one of my former 8thgrade students and target audience members and his inspiring words,“It was addictive; I couldn’t put it down” referring to the two days it took him to read the first draft of my 400-plus page unfinished manuscript.
George Taylor, Igod Anderson, Quincy Pope, Marti’a Peterson and the rest of my writing team at Marcus Garvey Academy
Jessica Martinez, Rosa Lewis, Briyonna Burton, Jade Abby, and the rest of my writing team at Samuel L. Gompers Elementary Middle School
Christian Winston, Andre Floyd, Edmund Jones, and the rest of my team that are committed to making this novel a“best seller”
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Acknowledgements
CONTENTS
PART ONE: Beginning
ONE: The Exclave
TWO: Naz
THREE: Miss Tracey
FOUR: Meri
FIVE: Ham
SIX: Gang
SEVEN: Fears
EIGHT: Lincoln
NINE: An Angel
TEN: Harvis
ELEVEN: Therapy
TWELVE: Dr. Gwen
PART TWO: Duration
THIRTEEN: The Voice
FOURTEEN: The Market Merchant
FIFTEEN: Tone
SIXTEEN: Seize the Day
SEVENTEEN: Mr. Tesla & MeeChi’s
EIGHTEEN: Bellarusso’s
NINETEEN: Spooked
TWENTY: The Haven
TWENTY-ONE: Silent Soldier
TWENTY-TWO: Nightmare
TWENTY-THREE: Happy Birthday
TWENTY-FOUR: Revelations
PART THREE: Dissolution
TWENTY-FIVE: Checkmate
TWENTY-SIX: The Helix
TWENTY-SEVEN: The Burbs
TWENTY-EIGHT: International Academy
TWENTY-NINE: The Blind Path
THIRTY: Who I Am
THIRTY-ONE: The Festival
THIRTY-TWO: Artie
THIRTY-THREE: The Chess Master
THIRTY-FOUR: The Man in Black
THIRTY-FIVE: The Darkness
THIRTY-SIX: Initiate
Epilogue
in∙i∙ti∙ate [v. ih-nish-ee-eyt]
1. to cause something, especially an important event or process to begin
PART ONE
BEGINNING
In The Past …
AN auditorium is filled with admirers who are anxiously waiting to hear the cutting-edge theories of leading scientist, Dr. Cornelius Andersen. The brilliant young scientist in a striking black tuxedo and hair wild atop his head is waiting backstage in the auditorium for his introduction. With him is his beautiful wife, Camille, in an elegant, lavender gown. The air is electric this evening. Rumor has it that Dr. Andersen will shock the scientific community with an announcement of groundbreaking discovery.
“So, you still think this is a bad idea, honey?” asks Cornelius.
“You don’t even have to ask. You know how I feel,” says Camille, while shaking her head.
“Now watch this. Wasn’t it you who always told me that if I went with my heart, then it was the right thing to do?”
“I know. But sometimes it’s not always about right or wrong, Cory. Sometimes it’s about having a good reason.” She puts her hand on her stomach acknowledging her unborn child and looks at him.“And this, your family, should be good enough reason for you to let it go.”
He smiles and places his hand on top of hers.“But don’t you see? That’s just it. This is for us, all of us. It’s for you and me ... and him,” he says, looking at her stomach.“Things are changing all around us, Cam, and not for the better. You know that. These discoveries will not only change the world, but they will also give our son an advantage—abilities we can only imagine. He will be a king among men, even more.”
“It just doesn’t seem right. Why can’t he ... why can’t we, just be normal, like everybody else?”
“Because to the normal—the average every day folk—freedom is an illusion.” Seemingly from nowhere, he produces a shiny brass, odd-shaped skeleton key, as if he has pulled it from the sky.“Something to be divvied up by the ones in power, the ones who stand above, at the whim of others.” He makes a throwing motion upward, the key disappears into thin air, and fine, silver dust appears in its place.“But for those of us who know where our real power resides, for those of us who have the courage to challenge those powers and the will to do what is necessary, we will possess the key to unlock the door to any desire imaginable ... the only true freedom.” He slowly pulls her hand away from her stomach to reveal the shiny brass key that is now resting in her palm. She smiles and closes her hand around it.
“Are you ready, Dr. Andersen?” asks the Master of Ceremonies, as he startles Camille by approaching the couple from behind.
“I am, sir,” replies Cory confidently.
“And let me say that I am honored to have the opportunity to meet you and introduce you all in one night,” the man adds.
“Merci beaucoup,” replies Cory.
As the Master of Ceremonies makes his way to the podium, the murmuring from the audience dwindles to silence.
“Oh,Cory,” says Camille, trembling.
“Trust me,” reassures Cory with a confident smile on his face.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” the Master of Ceremonies begins,“I stand before you in awe. I’ve just had the pleasure of meeting the person I am about to introduce to you this evening. He is a person who truly needs no introduction. He is an alumnus and adjunct professor of particle physics at our own Harvard University. He received his PhD from Cambridge University. He is a recipient of the Copley Medal, the oldest and most prestigious award given by the Ro
yal Society of London. He has recently been awarded the J.J. Sakuri Prize for Theoretical Particle Physics.”
“You didn’t tell me about that one,” says Camille with a surprised look on her face.
“First I’ve heard of it,” replies Cory looking equally surprised.
“Last year he applied a new complex mathematical model created from Albert Einstein’s General Theory of Relativity,” continued the Master of Ceremonies.“And he is the youngest scientist ever to receive a Nobel Prize in Physics. I give you, Dr. Cornelius Andersen.”
The entire audience—scientists, mathematicians, alumni, students, faculty, and reps from the media—rises and gives thunderous applause as Cory makes his way to the podium.
CHAPTER ONE
THE EXCLAVE
Present Day …
IT is the city, a city that never dies although some of its inhabitants meet that fate daily. The city lives and breathes day and night, dark or light. In contrast to the city’s downtown with its skyscrapers, arenas, and casinos, the northern neighborhoods are like a sea of identical blocks attached to a grid of intersecting lines. Suburbanites pass through the city into its downtown then return to their perfect palaces. This image from high above suggests a pattern of order that is betrayed by the chaos found below where uncertainty is the only certainty and chaos the only order. This chaos is reverently referred to with pride by its indigenous population as the Exclave.
Smoke and its accompanying aromas fill the hot humid air on this early, late summer morning. There is smoke from late night and early morning cooking, smoke from all manner of narcotics, and smoke from smoldering house fires set and put out through the night—although some are still ablaze.
And there are the sounds that set this scene: a dog barking
relentlessly, sporadic gunfire, sirens in the distance, a train that passes through like clockwork, and a constant beat and rhythm coming from somewhere… everywhere… nowhere, that define the“silence” of the Exclave at dawn.
It is feared by those who are on the outside and rightly so. But it is home to those inside its invisible walls. Like a modern-day Troy, it is safe haven for some; however, for others, it is a place from which there is no escape. But there are a few that see bigger things and different places—other worlds.
CHAPTER TWO
NAZ
ONE such young man, a thirteen-year-old, living in Marshal Park, Section 31, on the corner of Wessen and Smith, is stirring as our story begins. He has actually been awake for a while now, drifting and rolling with each familiar and unfamiliar sound as a fighter would roll with each punch. He couldn’t recall ever boxing before but remembered someone giving him this advice. "Just roll with the punches and you’ll be OK, kid." He figured he had been at least that, OK.
He turned a bit to see the streetlights in the smoky distance through his open window. He slept off and on throughout the night. Between the colloquial rhythms, the mixture of smells, and the light coming in from the outside that kept his room dimly lit, it was no wonder why. It was either that or close the window and suffer the still, stagnant heat of the ninety-degree night. In his view he simply chose the lesser of two evils, but the next night that could change.
He heard footsteps then turned his head slightly to the door to see his mother’s hand, and then arm slide through the barely opened door and flip up the light switch. This caused his eyes to shut immediately. He wasn’t sure if it was the light or his anticipation of the light that caused him to close his eyes. A split second later he heard a calm, but authoritative, voice say,
“Wake up, baby.”
He instinctively sat up, rubbed his closed eyes, and dreaded opening them. He only now appreciated his drifting and rolling.“I’m up, Ma,” he replied and waited for the customary“get up now” from her, which usually followed. It was a verbal morning dance that had become commonplace, but the response never came.
Something was unusual this morning—a bit off. Maybe he was sick. Maybe it was the heat. Maybe he didn’t get enough sleep. It was, the first day of school, but he had had first days of school before. But this was the first day at a new school. Yes, he thought, that’s it, and he opened his eyes. She doesn’t wanna put too much pressure on me. How nice of Momma, he thought.
He was amazed at the difference the light caused in his room compared to the light that had shone through the night. His mind wondered about all the different shades in the world between dark and light, black and white, and wrong and right. Could it be like that with all things? he wondered. He heard somewhere that the world was full of different shades of gray. But he also heard the exact opposite—that there were no shades, only black and white, especially when it came to wrong and right. It’s all so confusing… which makes it good to be a kid and not have to worry about those things, he thought.“But I am worrying about it,” he said aloud, shaking his head as if to come to his senses.
Eyes adjusted to the light, he jumped up from his bed since he didn’t want to take advantage of his mother’s kindness or incur her wrath. Just before he walked out of his bedroom, he noticed how empty and plain his room was and then he turned off his light. It wasn’t always that way, but now there was nothing on his nightstand, save a Bible. There was nothing on his dresser. And with the exception of a certificate from the Department of Health Vital Records, there was nothing on his walls, no plaques, no posters, not even a picture or painting. But he knew it had to be that way because of his problem.
That’s what they call it … a problem. It isn’t a problem for me, he thought. I never hurt myself or anyone else when I was sleepwalking. I may have broken a few things, but they were my things. “That’s right, my things,” he said, feeling a little irritable. They were things that I earned, won, or traded-up for at school or in the Exclave,he thought.“My things,” he said again out loud, and even louder this time as if to sound off to someone who might be listening. But there was no one.
There was a strange silence—an awkward silence that punctuated this strange Tuesday morning.
If he kept this up, he realized he would call into play another problem, so he tried to calm himself. He entered the bathroom and flipped on the light. Still, he couldn’t stop thinking about his empty room with no chess set on his dresser, no dart game or calendar on his wall, no guitar leaning against his closet door, not even an alarm clock on his nightstand. What teenager doesn’t have a clock on their nightstand? he thought. Why would Momma do this? I guess it makes sense. She must have her reasons. Momma never does anything unless she figures she has a good reason. A good reason is more important to Momma than right or wrong.
He stood in front of the sink, turned on the water, and looked into the mirror with a blank stare. He noticed that three hairs had begun to grow on his chin, and he smiled. He never thought much of himself. He didn’t see himself as special in any way. He saw himself as an average kid. He wasn’t too dark or too light, but right in the middle, brown-skinned he liked to say. He was average height, average weight, average everything, and he liked it that way. He felt that if he didn’t stand out, then he couldn’t get into much trouble, and he would be left alone. That was fine with him.
He did like his hair though, and he hated every time he had to get it cut. He vowed that when he got old enough he would never get it cut again, and in his mind that time had come. He was a teenager now, and the next time he was told that he had to get a haircut, he would stand his ground.
It had been a while since his last haircut, and his hair had grown at least an inch long. He liked the way it felt in his fingers, and so he twisted the tufts around them all day long—even when he wasn’t thinking about it. For this reason no matter how often he picked or combed his hair, it was always twisted and lumpy. In the Exclave when the other boys played at insults, his hair was often the target. But he didn’t mind because he liked his hair.
In Sunday school, the story that stuck most in his mind was the one about Samson and Delilah. He thought no story was better. He
liked to call himself Naz because he read in the Bible that Samson was a Nazarite, and part of being a Nazarite meant never cutting one’s hair. This made him love his hair all the more and in his mind gave him a logical reason for not wanting it cut.
He figured when haircut time came again—and it was fast approaching—he would tell a lie. He was no good at lying, so he worked it out in his mind ahead of time. He would tell of an angel or some spirit that had come to him in a dream and forbidden him from ever cutting it again, or terrible things would happen—not just to him, but to his family too. He shuddered to think how wrong such a lie must be. Lying was a part of living in the Exclave. You have to lie to survive, you know, he reasoned, but not this kind of lying, not about angels and spirits. He didn’t care. That’s how much he liked his hair.
He never admitted to anyone that what fascinated him even more was how much Samson loved Delilah, so much so that it cost him his life. But he would never cut his hair, he resolved, not even for the likes … or love of a Delilah.
Hating his given name, he would sometimes tell people he met that his name was Sam, as Naz didn’t always seem quite appropriate, especially with the grown-ups and Market Merchants.
Now, standing in the mirror, he studied himself as he picked up his toothbrush with one hand and the tube of toothpaste with the other. As he fumbled with the toothpaste, he looked down and noticed that there were more things on the bathroom sink than there were on his bedroom nightstand, and his temper flared again.
“They were my things,” he said,once more looking at the bathroom door.“My things!” Then he let it go at that.
He put some toothpaste on his toothbrush and began to brush his teeth. Yes, there was something different today. As he brushed his teeth and studied his reflection in the mirror staring back at him, he noticed, out of the corner of his eye, that the tube of toothpaste he had put down was rising again in his reflection, but this time on its own. What was even stranger was that the toothpaste, which he saw hovering in midair next to his face, did not seem all that odd to him.